See What I Have Done by Sarah Schmidt

Final Rating: 3.9/5

Inside the house on 92 Second Street...

  The dark heart of See What I Have Done is a brutal double murder that still horrifies and strangely fascinates the world. You could say the acts on August 4, 1892 in Fall River, Massachusetts are laid out as one of the ultimate locked room mysteries that may never be correctly solved. Many are convinced of the final answer and even a few brave souls retrace steps taking an electronic recorder to interrogate the shadows but nothing is certain but perhaps this: the case will never be forgotten because of film, literature and the prying natures of the public. It is also one of those iconic tales that can easily become a cautionary legend that writes itself. It takes a special touch though to fully immerse the reader into the pages and luckily we have Ms. Schmidt as our unflinching guide who has a distinct way with her pen that is sure to appeal to the morose unpleasant side we all try to hide. 

  I bet you thought this was going to be one of those uncomplicated stories that are presented one way and then romance and whimsy makes an appearance. Sorry to disappoint and however lovely that would be but this isn’t that kind of novel. This is laudanum induced dream that feeds off of the reader’s morbid curiosities and taps at our most paranoid fears of what can go wrong behind locked doors. We think we are safe at home but we also can’t deny we have those times we feel shivers of doubt when we hesitate in a doorway and rethink what is lurking behind a smile or a sweaty handshake. Is the heavy greasy rancid meal you forced yourself to eat last night the real reason you are so ill this morning?  In this feverish admission of events four views offer the base facts of the case but also challenge our most basic instincts as we follow the daily routines and repeated thoughts of key personalities that all have something to contribute to the reader’s suspicions. To heighten the senses (and twist even more with your final judgments) Ms. Schmidt has prepared for her guests to this collaboration of history and imagination all the tastes, sounds, blurred visions, raised neck hairs and of course scents of the sweltering summer day. I think it would be cruel not to warn any gentle reader at this point, you may not want to look under the table or in the pot.

  As much as I found See What I Have Done a creepy though bizarrely interesting read (especially the claustrophobic tension of the Borden household but also the deep jealous thoughts and complex bonds that can occur between sisters), I still thought this novel a bit paced in the beginning and very frantic at the end where voices of characters just faded out or future events were simply related from newspaper recounts. One or two times I caught an odd afterthought on the modern leaching into the story (a few details for the era seemed just “off”). There were also the final missed opportunities in this title that I really wanted to see re-imagined like the lesser important scenes. To be specific, I was hoping for Bridget’s narration to continue after August 4, 1892 (her chapters I couldn’t wait to find more of), the infamous trial to be remembered or told from anyone’s point of view that was there and finally a creative passage dedicated to one of the final gnawing mysteries of this case concerning a swift departure in 1905 or even one cryptic whisper from 1948 that just begs for a creative wave of the pen. Such a shame to see those scenes forgotten in the mad shuffle to get to the end, still I think See What I Have Done a book to recommend. It may take a certain persistent type of the curious who enjoys history, sensory reading and the unexplained sides of human nature but I know they are out there and they have one unique book waiting for them.   

*I would like to thank Atlantic Monthly Press and Netgalley for the opportunity to read and enjoy See What I Have Done  

Title expected to be released: August 1, 2017